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Nothing At All
03:23
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But I am a liar
and you're the only one that ever made much sense to me here.
If I have found the answer to your pain,
I'll ask again just to make it sure.
Is love all that I have?
Am I truly still in love?
Take me back,
I said just take me back.
I mean nothing
I mean nothing at all.
I've said nothing
I've said nothing at all.
I mean nothing
I've been nowhere.
I said nothing at all.
I won't tell you again, but have I lost my skin?
Open lungs for oxygen.
Oh God.
I know what you are now.
I'l take it all down.
I'll turn back again.
You've said nothing at all and I'm feeling sick.
This is all that I know:
"My love is a lie."
This love is a lie
and you're the thief.
so this is your rapture
and I am on my knees.
I haven't seen that I mean nothing now.
So pushing forward to find out what I've said.
I'm still that same one that you saw before.
But distance finds me afraid
not losing hope
Take it back.
I said just take it back.
We'll raise our hand high
We'll show what we have done
We are here.
We are here.
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2. |
Old Friends
02:51
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Too young to die, but you're pushing your luck.
Searching for a new high, started shooting up.
Dead before 25, another wasted life.
I'll miss the faces that I'll never see again.
They said you were gone, man.
I just couldn't comprehend.
You got too caught up, finding a solution.
I'll see you around, but that's just my delusion.
Just 10 years old
Playing in the street.
I guess you never really know
The fate that some people meet.
No one really knows, why you chose to go.
I'll miss the faces that I'll never see again.
They said you were gone, man.
I just couldn't comprehend.
You got too caught up, finding a solution.
I'll see you around, but that's just my delusion.
Living for cheap thrills
Just a sweet little thing.
Got hooked on the pills
Going out with a bang.
You still got some time,
You could still be fine.
I'll miss the faces that I'll never see again.
They said you were gone, man.
I just couldn't comprehend.
You got too caught up, finding a solution.
I'll see you around, but that's just my delusion.
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3. |
Song 8
04:10
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If I could change the world, I'd start with you.
If I could be the sickness that's in your throat
I don't think I'd change.
Or stop.
Unpin all the pictures from your vanity and notice that you don't smile anymore.
That you never smile anymore.
And ignore every call while you binge all these shows, fall asleep every night on that couch in your clothes.
Never sober up and live like this mess you would have hated just a year ago.
You have found me here.
You have always been the same.
I can't wait for you.
"I'll wait for you."
You have always been afraid.
You have always left alone.
I can't wait for you.
"I'll wait for you."
Just wait.
Just wait for me.
Just stop.
And wait for me.
You have seen a crooked smile.
You have worn your father's shame.
You're mother's lies have kept you here.
Just believe.
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4. |
Wanderer
03:49
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I watched my mother wipe away a tear I never shed.
I watched my father take away when he has only gave.
I watched a hand reach out
A plea for pain I've never felt.
I saw a liar walk
an honest man was in his way
Wanderer take up your spot in the shade,
rest.
A tree,
A life,
The only thing that you've ever seen.
Wanderer you have made it here,
you are not alone.
The evening redness in the west can't catch you now.
I've seen what I believed to cause an end,
justify your means.
I've walked the road laid out by the insane
so make it true.
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5. |
Saint Michael's
04:19
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"Pack up his Bible, we are leaving soon."
I've seen the face of God before this.
A telephone call tells me where you really are.
Wait an hour or so to see if you're still alive.
Are you still alive?
Are you still alive?
Am I still just sitting here?
And will you be the same?
I've heard a voice that I will never hear again.
Delete the message.
This can't be who you are.
If I was strong, I would change and take back my every thought.
I can't believe I thought you'd change.
You're still who I loved.
So I sat patiently looking for an answer to take away the pain.
But you are sick.
I can't wait this out.
Walking past the ambulance to see my parents slouched unsure.
"Take a while to get it out. We'll wait until you're set."
And if I say that I'm afraid, will you forgive me?
I'm just so afraid to finally see you here.
And if I walk past that locked door and you're not who I thought?
Could you ever forgive me?
I never faced my fears.
Will I walk past that locked door?
Will I walk past that door?
I walked past that locked door and see you in your bed.
That same old smile crept over your face.
You're still my brother,
that will never change.
You're still my brother.
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6. |
This House
04:02
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Every single doubt.
and every furrowed brow.
You'll see that I am so much more.
I can't change.
This can't be who I am.
I'll stare into a wall
Slowly pulling.
Waiting softly.
I will run.
If I am standing still,
why can't i feel my feet?
I'm slowly losing.
Hold on tighter.
I can't run.
I will be here again.
I will never change my song.
If this is what I meant,
I asked her sing along.
And as the notes
they start to drag on
I hear that distance closing in.
Take me away
just take me away.
I have always said that I have fallen short.
Yeah I have fallen back
Take it away
Just take it away
I know every breathe it takes away the fear.
but my fear's not my own.
Take it away
Just take it a way
I have seen your end but I've fallen down.
Just let me know.
Just let me know.
I am only human so I'll say it again.
Just let me go
Just let me go
I am failing faster than I care to admit.
Just let me go.
Just let it go.
I am done with waiting for you.
You have left.
And I can't even say what you looked like before you left.
The only place like home is dust,
and I am gone.
If I had seen the sings
I'm only what you thought you'd change.
One thousand days have past,
and I'm the same.
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